Not one day passed by slower than the last as Marty regaled
us with his chosen falsehood of the morning. Each night was a new girl he had
wrecked with his cock until she screamed like a cat in heat of a crisp fall
eve, but we knew the only fuck he had was one of his own making, and those cats
stood guard outside his door to inspire each pathetic stroke on his way to one
glorious cigarette in the wake of disappointing climax. There was no harm in
granting him fantasies; sure; he didn’t hurt me with his outlandish delusions
worth less than the rotgut whisky we swigged like princes in the nightmarish
shade of an unforgiving sun. This was our kingdom, and we ruled with fists of
iron; fists of steel; fists of ownership over the blood in our veins and words
that dripped off of our tongues with echoes of regret not felt until three
towns later. We were liars and thieves full of desires and dreams, and we sat
upon the thrones of forgotten kings. But they crumbled as quickly as they came,
and solemn promises gave way to published fears, and on that trail of tears, we
fled quickly on the wind. Sand and dust of generations past pierced our fragile
skin, but choruses of “Hallelujah” raised our spirits past the salty taste of
sweat and blood. Hunger rapped impatiently upon our guts, but without an answer
ripe with substance or solidity, we shoved it back through the rabbit hole to
dwell another day in silence. Banishment was preferential to the percussive
crack of authoritative dissonance crackling in our ears, and with our marching
orders signed with the blood of archaic institution, onward we pressed. Time
revoked all semblance of order as it painlessly swirled between our bodies
drenched in the sweat of remorse and adventurous debauchery. Marty’s lies
became legend forged tirelessly in the fires of whiskey and myth. The tallest
tales reached the apex of eternity and fell down slowly on clouds of dust and
crumpled paper; ink bled through the pages of existence and fact became fiction
on the anvil of our minds that splintered further with every inhalation. We
beat the drums and shattered the glass holding together the fragile code of
conduct to which we pledged our falsified allegiances. Unholy secrets fled
desperately into the blackness through which we ripped with blood drenched
fangs, and they lived beneath our fingernails until the pungent stench of soot
drove them from their domiciles. Bonfires roared in celebration of our legacy;
crackling harmonies sang our praises as though the angels had taken leave from
the side of god in favor of demonic blues found in the seediest bar whose doors
their light could taint. Vibrations echoed through our bones in morse, pleading
for a sliver of our ecstasy as the searing light of day began to break, but we
were falling; falling; falling. Screams faded into the oblivion of conscience
with the incorrigible suffering daybreak, and beneath our feet, the dirt cried
out in rebellious triumph over kings; singing songs of siege and suffering
across every hilltop upon which peasants had carved their names in protest. Embers
whimpered with the tranquility of death, and onward we trudged into foretold
glory; searching eternally for our kingdoms of serenity.
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